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Logariasmoi, noiki, reuma, kela, thesis draft, grammatiki, jocking, supermarket, kathariotites, ikea, vivliothiki- vivlia, duleia, dwro, diatrofi, nosokomeio, farmakeio, mpogies, sxedia, oneira  ... kataxwniasmeni stin ateleiwti mou lista prospathwntas gia alli mia fora na efarmosw to '' i proolipsi einai i kaliteri therapeia" h' alliws :can't help it I am a control freak, grafw listes kai arxeiothetw tin kathimerinotita m kanwntas xwro sta oneira mou. H apegnwsmeni prospatheia m na xalinagwgisw tin anisixeia k valw freno stin anasfaleia m taktopoihwntas to agxos mou vriskei diexodo sta kitrina post it k se arithmus!
 H alitheia einai oi listes einai panta xrisimes gia na thimase ta pragmata pou exeis na kaneis kai g na mpainei i kathimerinotita su taxi alla kamia lista den mporei na allaxei kanena einai!
H pragmatikotita einai auth pou einai kai oi listes diaxeirizontai auto to einai epifaniaka. H epilogh ousiastika den afora to ti einai alla to pws eisai esi me  auto to einai. Sneidhtopoiw oti se olo auto to aneleito paixnidi enallagwn tu einai m ta teleutaia dio xronia to mono stathero se auto ipirxan oi epifaneiakes m listes. H proswrini pseudesthisi elegxu kai iremias pou mou xarizun erxete me to peras tu xronodiagrammatos na mou ipenthimisei to anekplirwto ipoloipo kai tautoxrona tin thewritiki mou apotixeia. Vevaia to kalo me autes einai oti panta mporeis na katahrograpseis mia kainuria kai na metatopiseis tin 'eutixeia' se ena neo ipoloipo.
Kapu anamesa stis listes mou anakalipsa kai xehwrisa tin diafora anamesa se dio parexigimenes ennies aparaitites gia tin ekplirwsi tus. Thn peitharxia kai tin logiki. Eniote pisteua pws eimai atomo xwris logiki alla epeidh den thelw na katigorithw oti eimai alogo on, an k poli ta thaumazw tha to veltiwsw legwntas oti isws apla na exw mia diaforetiki logiki, ara isws mia enallaktiki lexh episis parexighmenh na einai to para tis logikhs dld to paralogo. Me tin peitharxia apo thn allh opws orizete katixhtika den eixa idiaiteres sxeseis mexri pou tin proseggisa diaforetika. Katalava tin diafora metaxi twn dio autwn enniwn kai auto me voithise sto na niwthw perifani gia to para-logo kai to peitharxiko mou pou gia xronia automastigwna ton eauto mou gia tin apusia tus.
Sineidhtopihsa oti logiki diapramateuete to swsto kai to koinwnika apodekto isws kai to stereotipo se antithesi me tin peitharxia pou pragmateuete to kalo auto dld pou einai kalo gia thn psixh kai to sinolo. Exw dld paratirisei oti ta atoma me peitharxia einai auta pou exun mesa tus vathia rizwmeno to aisthima tou kalu kai tis agaphs pros ton eauto tus kai ton sinanthrwpo tus kai oi praxeis tus trefontai apo auth thn astereuth phgh pou legetai agaph.
Sinithws ehdh zume se mia koinwnia opou to swsto kai to kalo sixna progeumatizun sto idio trapezi poli eukola mporei kapoios na mperdepsei tis dio autes ennies kai poli eukola na thewrisei pws to logiko kai to swsto einai kai to kalo kai pws o logikos anthrwpos einai kai o peitharximenso kai antistrofa. H megalh tous diafora vriskete sthn phgh to ena pigazei apo thn psixi, apo to olokliro kai aylo kai trefodothte apo tin asteireuth phgh agaphs kai sillogikotitas se antithesh me to logiko pou trofodoteite apo to swsto kai to koinwnika apodekto kai einai kati to opoio katoikei sto mialo ena katharo leiturgiko organo, ena meso ekfrashs kai exwterikeushs tu anwteru sinolu me filtra sixna pagides. Giati to ena einai i amaxa kai to allo to kathreutaki. Akoma kai an to kathreutaki  einai tholwmeno i amaxa mporei na se odighsei pros sto kalo ftanei na anagnwrizeis egkaira thn tholura ston kathreuth kai na mporeis na to prospernas otan se paraplana, etsi arga h grigora ftaneis ston proorismo su paroles tis diskolies, tus dromus kai tus paradromus. Sthn periptwshn pou i amaxa sou koita mono to kathreutaki kai odigeite apo tin logikh tote isws na ftaseis se ena swsto proorismo alla den tha einai o dikos su proorismos.
 Para tis logikhs loipon me tholwmeno kathreutaki se mia anemothiella allagwn h amaxa akoluthei ton dromo gia to kalo kai ton diko ths monadiko proorismo se ena einai pou einai opws einai. Let it be!
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