Δευτέρα 9 Απριλίου 2012

S JUNA KIRKKONUMMI



Koitaw ton pinaka S vagoni gate 15  anaxwrishsh se 15 lepta, exw arketo xrono alla trexw giati kriwnw xarizwntas etsi ston eauto mou to pronomio ths epiloghs mias kalhs theshs- me tis ligoteres pithanotites koinwnikopoihshs- teleutaia grammi, thesh parathiro apo tin pleura pou ktipa o hlios apenanti se diplo kathisma me plath thn enoxlitikh porta pou ktipa adexia.
Topothetw sto diplano kathisma tin strumpouli mou tsanta gemati lixudies kai pasxalina louloudia me tin elpida pws den tha thelei kaneis na thn sikwsei gia na kathisei...Music me sta autia kai xekiname...
Anamniseis kai xrwmata mperdeuontai, grammes kai sinaisthimata anamigniontai, h apousia ginete ousia kai h ousia exousia.
 Ola thola ki ola xekathara sinerxome peristasiaka na sigureutw oti eimai sto swsto vagoni kai to fws sto proswpo mou einai o hlios kai den oneireuome. 
"To swsto vagoni".. mia anadromikh erwthsh pou me paresernei se ena sineirmiko paixnidi paromoiwsewn, apo auta pou latreuw na ftiaxnw, gia na perasei h wra mou, paromoies tetoies erwtiseis kataklizun tin diadromi mou, alles periplokes alles aples, kathimerines-diaxronikes, anousies - oysiastikes..."eimai sto swsto leoforeio?esvisa ton furno? esvisa to mati? phra thn vitamini mou? giati anoixa to psigeio?ekleisa kala thn exwporta? k alles opws pira thn swsth apofash, ekana thn swsth epilogh, eimai sto swsto vagoni, eimai sthn swsth poreia ti psaxnw, ti thelw, giati stekome se auto to kommati ghs ..???"
Ti simvainei kathe fora kai ektroxiazome sthn poreia kai amfisvitw tin stigmh pou stathika mprosta apo ton "pinaka elegxu" kai diplotsekara ta dedomena mou, thn stigmh pou eklisa to thlefwno, pou eklisa thn porta, pou evala mia teleia, pou travixa thn grammh sximatistike mia eutheia ths ipoloiphs mou poreias?
Giati metatrepome se apisth anasfalh erwmenh ths apofashs mou kai den empisteuome thn magikh ekeinh stigmh opou enstikto -gnwsh- empeiria -antilipsh sinergastikan sto maximum twn dinatothtwn tous kai mia apofash h' epilogh oloklirwthike dinontas mou mia kainouria w8hsh pros ena kalitero ipoloipo?
Akoma k an kapoios svisei ta fwta den paueis na stekese sto idio simeio ths poreias sou me xaragmenh thn diadromh s pisw kai thn ipoloiph na se perimenei! Akoma k an vretheis sthn omixlh ola girw sou paramenoyn stathera, akoma kai na vithizese o patos kai h epifaneia vriskontai sta idia simeia esi epilegeis an tha anazitiseis to oxigono h' tha metrhseis  mpumpulithres?
Se tetoies stigmes otan h skepsh sou ektroxiazetai kai metatrpete se anwrimi apisth paidula pou xenokoitaei kai flertarei me tin anisixeia na thimase panta thn ikanothta sou na diakrineis thn diafora kai na mporeis na diaxwrizeis tis dio aytes xarismatikes yparxeis. Apeleutherwse thn apisth anasfalh skepsh ase thn na anisixei kai na erwtotropisei me thn amfisvitish ths kai apolause thn proswrinh dimiourgikotita ths otan teliwsei to paixnidi akolouthise authn pou sinomwthse me olo soy to einai kai se odhghse se ayto to vagonh gia ena kalitero ipoloipo.
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