To whom it may concern...

Sto telos ola tha pan, kane ipomoni tha rthun kaliteres meres, dokimazontai mono autoi p antexun, exeis polli dinami mesa su min to xehnas, o xronos einai giatros, kathe empodio gia kalo, empeiries einai auta, o tolmwn nika, tha vgeis pio dinati mesa ap auto, ola proxwrun ola allazun kai ena swro alles klise paparies pu su glifun ta autia! Exume gemisei oloi salia glipse glipse!

Ti kai an apla paradexomastan oti e den pane ola kala kai mporei kai na min xanapane kai pote! H' den exeis kamia stathera na piasteis apo autin stekese se polla tipota kai mporei na parameineis kai sto tipota gia panta- deal with it this is life! 

Auto pou prokiptei otan ta pragmata den pane opws ta perimenes legete zwi. An eisai apo tus agiatreutus oneiropolus pou den mporeis na stamatiseis na prosdokas kai na oneireuese ok kanto alla na xereis pws to timima tha einai na sinexiseis na apogoiteuese giati isws sto telos na min pane ola kala! Diladi toses polles fores pou exw akusei sto telos ola tha pane kala konteuw na to pistepsw kiolas.  Ma to thema den einai to telos anthrwpe mu to thema einai TWRA. Ase to ti tha ginei sto telos kai ti na to kanw kiolas to telos afu tha ne telos?

Me ta klise kaneis den xekolise kaneis den proxwrise apla voleutike stin proswrini anakufisi tis utopias tu, kaneis den xeperase me skepsi kai logia ta empodia tu, tus daimwnes tu, tin gkantemia tu, agnowntas tin pragmatikotia eisai tholwmenos na pareis logikes apofaseis, otan kati teliwnei prepei apla na to antimetopizeis ws teliwmeno kai na min prosdokas tin anastasi tu. H utopia einai pausi kai i pausi valtos kai si to thirama! Antimetwpise to skata paron parelthon kai mellon su, isws auto na einai olo isws na min exei perissotero apo auto. Akrovatw epikindina metaxi kinismu kai realismu alla an auto xreiazete gia na vriskome mono sto paron tote auto tha parw. 

Tipota den paei kala kai kaneis den mporei na su eggihthei pws tha paei oses fores k an to peis oses k an to akuseis. Deal with it! Zwntanos den eisai akoma? Exchale kai ligo! 

Dramatikes katastaseis apaitun rizikes allages. Poios einai diatethimenos na tis kanei omws?

H dinami tis sinitheias einai ena apo ta pio sinithismena mas varidia, kapu exw diavasei pws i mizeria sinithizete pio eukola apo to antitheto tis oti k an einai auto! 

Otan den exeis tipota politimo na xaseis fovase ligotero kai se kanena den aresei na xanei, kapws etsi voleutika polloi apo mas sta ligotera politima agnowntas oti to pio politimo apo ola einai mesa mas.

 Perpatw sto dromo koitw girw mu kai me thlipsi antikrizw polla xamena 'mesa mas', psaxnw tis palies mu simeiwseis , tis palies mu fwtografies , tromazw stin idea oti isws exw xasei to diko mu 'mesa'. Exw parasirthei toses fores nomizomeni oti ekana auto pou diataze to mesa mu, pou fovame mipws telika auto pou me prostaze den itan kan to mesa mu? Mipws to xw xasei stin poreia kai to antikatestisa me kati proswrino kai xw kollisei twra me to efimero pou perniete pws eimai egw? Damn it ginaika pali salata ta kanes!  Exw auto to dikaiwma sta 28 mu na eimai toso ma toso mperdemeni?? Epitrepete auto agapiti mou koinwnia, pou xeis ftasei ton kosmo su olo sta oria tu???? May i exist like that h'prepei na parw kamia eidiki adeia kikloforias ?? An oloi emeis oi mperdemenoi plirwname prostimo gia tin anastatwsi koinis isixias den tha ipirxe kamia krisi pantws puthena! 

Lene pws an xaseis kati psaxto ekei pou to eides teleutaia fora, to diskolo me auto einai pws sixna den thimomaste kan pote itan auto kai oi rithmiseis tu egkefalu mas den voithun panta se auto.

O egkefalos mas logw twn grigorwn exelixewn kai ataktwn sinthikwn pou zume, exei ekpaideutei na mpainei automata se ena mode exeuresis lisis giati auto kaleite na kanei kathimerina me toses allages kai themata pou exei na lisei kai na antimetwpisei. Provlima- Lysh! Ti ginete otan xekina na to kanei auto kai me ta sinaisthimata mas?? Otan ta antimetwpizei kai auta ws provlimata kai xekina na psaxnei mia lysi kai gia auta? Kapws etsi exume kaei oi perissoteroi kai xume kapsei kai tus diplanus mas katalathws. Isovia filakisi me tin katigoria tu piromani, exeis kapsei tosi skepsi pou exeis molinei anepanorthwta to perivallon su! Exeis kati na peis gia auto aliti?
Eimai athwos!!!!
Switch him off! 

Kapoios kapote prepei apla na kleisei ton diakopti den einai oles mas oi skepseis kai sinaisthimata provlimata kai den xreiazete na vrethei mia lisi gia ola. Ta xeis kanei skata? Exeis ena swro metwpa kai den mporeis na vreis kamia lisi? Exeis kapsei kathe egkefaliko kittaro ston agwna gia epiviwsi apeleutherwsi kai exeuresi tis kaliteris pithanis lisis exeis exantlisei ola ta perithwria kai apla den antexeis allo? E loipon den eisai monos! To pathe kai o xristofias, kai o kliridis! Kaneis tus den vrike lisi kai einai kai oi dio akoma zwntanoi! Einai kai o papadopulos vevaia pou pethane, isws autos na min to antexe pou den katafere na vrei lisi, ara prosexe simpatriwti, i lisi tha se skotwsei mia mera!
 H zwi mexri na pethanume for ever and ever moiazei san oneiro - pote den pethainume oso k an vuliazume, oso k an ktipame, oso k an pianume pato, oso apelpismenoi k an eimaste kai opws akrivws me ta oneira kathe fora pou ftanume se auto to simeio ligo prin to telos- apla 'xipname' kai meta to paizume kai poli xipnioi mexri tin epomeni kathodo and to be cont.! 

Anoigw to parathiro, eispnew drosero aera, idio dentro diaforetiki xwra, dwse mu ena simadi se parakalw monologw xwris na eimai siguri se pion akrivws apeuthinome? 

Akoma den eimai siguri an o theos legete ontws theos. To whom it may consern i guess...dwse mu ena simadi, eimai etoimi gia tin monadiki proseuxi pou xerw : dwse mu dinami na allaxw oti mporw, ipomoni na antexw oti den mporw na allaxw kai sofrosini gia na katalavw tin diafora. Megali magkia na mporeis na katalavaineis auti tin diafora!

Isws i kaliteri kai pio usiastiki proseuxi pou diavasa kapou kapote se kapoio psigeio mikroteri. Exw mathei polla tetoia apo ta psigeia twn gnwstwn mu.

Einai paraxeno pou o anthrwpos panta xrisimopoiei to psigeio gia na ekfrastei...tha agnohsw tin iparxi magniti opws kanw kai me polla alla pou den me voleuun kai tha parameinw stin romantiki mou optiki gwnia, oti i epilogi topothetisis oneirwn panw sto psigeio ginete giati etsi ta oneira mas diatiruntai panta freska!

Freska oneira akoma kai auta thelun na fwnaxun pws sto telos ola tha pane kala alla tus exw apagoreusei tin lexi telos. Oxi allo telos. Mila mu gia tin stigmi se parakalw, an iparxeis juhuu edw eimai planitis gh...dwse simmasia...esi auto to aoristo: To whom it may concern...

A.N