apagoreuete

Apagoreuete na aisthanome na skeutome na fantazome
apagoreuete na katrakilw se sinaisthimatiko authormitismo
apagoreuete na milw k na lew auto pou exw sto mialo
apagoreute moni na gelw giati plathw istories sto metro
moni mu na milw na tragudw na xoropidw
apagoreuete mono se sena na thelw na milw
mono me sena na filosofw
apagoreuete! sou tarazw ton orthologismo.
Apagoreuete na zw mono me sokolata kai gliko
apagoreuete me to kalamaki na rufw kai to teleutaio pagaki
na trow patatakia kai na glifw kai ta 10 daktilakia
na anoigw to sakuli kai na psaxnw stin gwnitsa to teleutaio psixuli.
Na koimame i wra 5 kai na xipnw sto para 5
na trexw gia tin duleia
xwris athlitika
na pernw me kokkino fanari
makari na eixa ferrari.
Apagoreuete na xodeuw
kai na min exw gia to treno
na menw nikta xwris mpataria
aneuthini eisai stin fillandia!
apagoreuete na kathisterw stis episkepseis
giati egrafa sto blog mu skepseis.
apagoreuete na min diavazw
kai sto youtube na remvazw
apagoreuete na se skeutome
me pseudesthiseis na oneireuome.
apagoreuete na ginome paidi
se ena kosmo logikis.

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SINGLE BELLS!

Jo! Fight or die! Dikia su einai i zwi esi tin orizeis dikia sou i psixi esi tin kathorizeis!
Min afineis tus allus na klevun xoroxrono apo tin skepsi su adika, min aminese d arkei perna stin epithesi an xreiastei g den exun oi anthrwpoi oria mono perithwria! Den linete ? Eutixws p kovete!
Mia einai i mpala kai einai sta xeria sou min tin xariseis se kanena den exeis xrono! Ti exeis na xaseis stin xeiroteri periptwsi ta panta? Let it be! Meta ti tha ginei? Tha sinexiseis na anapneeis tha sinexizeis na stekese katw apo ton ilio na exeis dio matia dio xeria 10 nixia, 5 trixes na kurepseis se oti stil theleis, dio podia gia na trexeis oso makria theleis kai to panemorfo tipota- i apoliti eleutheria! Exeis stathei pote katw apo ton ilio kratwntas to apolito tipota? Exeis stathei stin mesi tu dasus agkomaxwntas apo to apolito  tpt pu etrexes mia zwh na figeis? e? exeis xaplwsei panw sta kimmata esi kai to tpt sou xamogelwntas apo anakufisi pou ola teliwsan kai akoma epipleeis!!!? Einai i magiki stigmi pou kuluriazese se miden kai tentwnese se toxo me stoxo to ipoloipo tis zwhs sou.
Den exeis na xaseis tpt allo den fovase tpt eisai ston aera kai taxideueis! Eisai ELEYTHEROS!  Etsi eisai, eimai, einai kai se opoion aresume an den aresume dikia tus ipothesi na vrun kati kalitero esi ti skotizese arketa d exeis? Provlima sas liste to k aste emena na lisw t dika mou!
 Tha meinei sto rafi agwnia i giagia em k p imun giagiaka en katanalwsi ti katalavame i xrisi egine ipoxrewsi k ipoxrewsi- iperxrewsi kai ate n xoflame twra ta epitokia!
Ase pou i xrisi rafiu einai plasmatiki kathe allo para skonismeno rafi thimizei antiteta i ergeniki zwi mosxovolaei apo eleutheria kai isoropeia, kanenas na kirieuei tin skepsi k ta sinaisthimata sou, kamia agwnia g to tilefwno p den ktipa ute kan xreiazete n thimase se pia tsempi to exeis xehasei! Kapws etsi to pleneis kai sto plintirio katalathws ! Xlarge sinaisthima! kanenas fovos k anasfaleia katw apo tin skia enos ipothetikou telous.
Prosoxi stis lexeis-d isopedwnume ton erwta megali eulogia, alla otan erxete se oikonomiko paketo 2 se 1 timi eukairias eidallws xwris  antikrisma min mpeis sto kopo tis diapragmateusis!
 Tha vasanisteis tha xaseis xrono xrima kai tha su meinun kai ta ola ta pswmakia. Min mou peis xerw, oi files sou panteuontai kai gennovolane ! Thespesia nea! Megali sou timi na moirazese tetoies xares!
O kathe enas exei ton dromo tu gemizei to kalathi toy me tis epiloges toy kai sto tameio plirwnei to timima toys apolause ton diko sou vadizwntas dipla stis eutixeies twn girw sou!
 Nting ntang akuw kampanes? AKuw kai den einai stis ekklisias tin porta  alla single bells single bells single all the way! Life do you marry me? I do!
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tik tak

Se thimithika kai ton eauto mou pali fovithika
se thimithika kai ta oneira mou ola arnithika
me ta lathi mou apo tin arxi anametrithika
den tha mathw pote anarwtithika
se thimithika pali me fws koimithika
me ena roloi anametrithika
tik tak sto parelthon mu
tik tak kai sto paron mou
Rwtisa to feggari
poso akoma tha mou parei
koitaxa kai ton toixo
na eixe i siwph sou hxo
tik tak ktipan oi xronoi
parea mou oi dikoi mou fovoi
Tik tak mes to mialo mou
taktopoiw tin skepsi to egw mou
krata esi to  parelthon mou
kai ase to mellon sto paron mou.
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leuki skia sto xioni

Na tan petra i skia
stin thalassa na rixw
na tan floga i monaxia
stin thallasa na svisw
na tan sporos i skia
sto xwma na akumpisw
lulludi na ginei na mporw na to moirisw
na tan tragudi i monaxia
na mporw na tragudisw
na tan porta i skia
na mporw na tin gkremmisw.
Krimmeni monaxia sto idio vagoni
leuki skia mou panw sto xioni.
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Fwnh

Skepi mou tholi skepsi mou trelli
skepsi monaxiki toso paranoiki
trexeis kai den se ftanw
feugeis kai se xannw
den proftainw na milisw
na se piasw na se stamatisw
pws na se siwpisw
skepsi mou trrelli
skepsi mou monaxiki
min me afineis pisw
perimene me thelw na milisw
trexw ma den se ftanw
kolimpas kai pato pianw
esi petas kai egw olo peftw
den proftanw xanapesto
skepsi mou tholi
skepsi monaxiki
skepsi skoteini
perimene me
exw kai gw fwni.
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O odisseas den gennithike pote ii

Ti perimeneis? Ton Odissea apantise..  den xekinise kan? Ti ennoeis den xekinise afou milisame sto facebook kai katalava pws evale plwri! Mipws xehastike sto podosfairo kai stis mpires me tus kollitus tu? Mipws tous xemialisan oi seirines oi paliotsules? H' Mipws pige stin mana tou na faei? Xerw apokoimithike sto grafeio!
 Pou einai giati den erxete? Koitaxe trigirw kai sineidhtopoihse pws vriskotan panw sto karavi gia tin Ithaki xwris auton perimenwntas auton, tripia pania kai se athlia katastasi to karavi anti gia plirwma eixe tis kollites tis pou epaizan mpirimpa! H Pinelopi tis plisazei-koritsia yposiazome oti vouliazoume, ta koritsia afisan me mias tin mpirimpa i mia pire to timoni i alli anevike stin kupasti! "Eimaste stin mesi tou puthena xekiniste na mpalwnete pania!" H pilelopi diatazei na parun sto scype ton odissea na tous pei ti na kanoun! kamia den tolmise toso kairo na tis pei oti akoma na gennithei kai pws logw tiletheasis xekinise to paramithi xwris auton! Vazei ta klamata, ferte mou sokolatakia na ton xeperasw ton aliti pou me afise ermi stis thalassotaraxes , i mageiras anevainei apo to kelari kai tis dinei mia tigania sto kefali! O odisseas den gennithike logw krisis kopike apo tin Village! H pinelopi stamata. Tote giati trow ta sokolatakia afou den iparxei kanenas na me aporripsei pou tha eimai xontri kai katathliptiki? Giati tou grafw grammata kai ton prizw afou den tha akusw pote to" me exeis prisei pinelopi den psaxwn kati xekolla" Giati mou exoun dwsei karavi me tripimena pania afou den tha rthei kaneis na ta mpalwsei?Giati epesa na pnigw afou den gennithike kaneis na rthei na me swsei? Ma giati giati kai ktipiete sexpirika? Anapantita erwtimata stin thalassofurtuna kai oi kollites tis pinelopis koitoun i mia tin alli! Thelete na koutsompolepsume akuegete mia fwni? To skiniko pagwnei i pinelopi to skeutete" exairetiki idea arketo xrono xasame alla prwta as dume ti tha kanoume me auto to xali" Anathetei kathikonta kai poli grigora to karavi ginete kainurio, ta sinefa feugun, ena uranio toxo xeprovalei kai xarumeni melwdia paizei apo autin pou exei stis tainies sto telos kai otan filiuntai oi prwtagwnistes. Alla epd prepei na iparxei saspens ena karavi me alites plisiazei autoi mallon tha einai oi peirates tis karaivikis petagete i kutsompola wanna be, i magirissa ilpize pws tha einai oi vrikolakes apo to twillight giati einai pio wraios o prwtagwnistis alla poli sintoma sinerxontai oles afou einai oi goneis tous me taperakia kai trofima gia ta rafakia tous irthan pali  na xalasoun to mistirio stis zwes tous den tous afinoun na zisoun to drama tis zwis tous. Efodiazoun ta rafakia filiuntai agkaliazontai kai sinexizun
Tin pinelopi fwtizei mia stoggili flasia: "Giati vriskomantai se karavi ? "oi kollites tis thimwmenes omologoun: Giati mas exeis kuvalisei oles sto paramithi tou Odissea me tin yposxesi pws tha eimaste didaktea ylh sto gimnasio!! ".
Hmm...kai giati den den milate toso kairo afou den gennithike tsampa sapizoume sto karavi ektos ylhs enw mporusame na eimastan oi seirines !! AEGEAN Thelw na petaxw twra!!!Psari parakalw exw ginei xortofagos.
Sto aeroplano....Min peirazeis to swssivio den peftoume...den mou les o Odisseas telika.... itan komparsos?
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O Odisseas den gennithike pote!

Oi thermokrasies exoun anaivei, t magazia gemisan me anoixiatika, to aeraki xaideuei glika kai mia ypopsia anoixis me flertarei ston dromo psithirizwntas mou- kairos gia jocking -i pinelopi den mporei na perimenei allo spiti!

Egkainiazw to kainurio mou ftouter, akustika sta autia, agapimena athlitika kai xekiname gia to xionodromiko parko, exei toso kairo pou to prospernw kai perimenw na ftiaxei o kairos gia na to exereunisw kai na pou to teleio timing  eftase , oi skier exun figei kai oi anoixiatikoi jocker akoma na xekinisun- tha perihgithw sto dasos opws m aresei -eleutheri kai moni! 

Rolling stones "she is hot" kai i porwsi na ktipa kokkino trexw me oli mou tin dinami  san ena skili pou to xoun amolisei se anoikti pediada! Xairome toso, pou poli tha ithela na eixa oura na kouna trella gab gab... H skia m omws me prodwnei pws eimai monaxa mia trellh pou jocko-xoreuei sto siwpilo dasos! Sovareuw filandika mazeuontas to mesogeiako authormitismo m pou xehithike se filandiko edafos! Tolmira dialegw tin megaliteri anifora  mexri pou den mporw na anasainw, e gia ena kalokari zoume! Apofasizw na riskarw kai na paw mexri thalassa etsi leronomai me toso lasponero pou den thimame apo pote eixa na to kanw auto! apolausi!

Sineidhtopoiw pws exei niktwsei kai xekinisa na kriwnw afou oi kaltses mou einai vregmenes apo to xioni kai tin laspi pou pitsiluse se oli tin diadromi. Apofasizw na epistrepw spiti kai ekei sineidhtopoiw pws den xerw ton dromo! Autosxediazw loipon  afou exw kai poli kalo prosantolismo kovwntas dromo - mega lathos!  Enas aneleitos agwnas me to edafos pou den sineragzete exei xekinisei !

To kathe mou vima vuliazei ekneuristika sto kufio xioni kai kathe 3 k ligo menei kai to athlitiko mou mesa etsi gia na gnwristume kalitera vriskontas tin mov mou vregmeni kaltsoula ektethimeni kai poli sintoma sto xioni! To dasos me vriskei na stekome se stasi flamigko gia na katharisw ta athlitika mou kai tis kaltses efeuriskwntas tin nea stasi yoga xairetismos tu xioniu!geia sas! Den ptoume kai me peithw oti akoma diaskedazw prospathwntas na agnwhsw oti exw psiloxestei afu i mana d stamata na petagete se sinefakia mia dexia kai mia aristera "sta dash ths filandias exoun xathei polloi nomizomenoi oti exoun kalo prosanatolismo enw ekanan kiklus" " to dasos einai poli epikindino na vazeis simadia giati ola moiazun" "pote den xereis katw apo to xioni ti vriskete" re mana!panta tis pio akatalliles stigmes petagese !manulaaaa mouuu! OXI! TO XW! siga organwmeno xionodromiko parko einai auto den ginete na exw xathei ! Sinexizw dinamika sfiggw to futeraki na min kriwnun ta autakia mou afou ta zoumera mou magulakia exoun moudiasei kai pali , vriskw tin katheti katifora pou me perifaneia anevika prim mia wra na eirwneuete proklitika ipotimwntas ta athlitika mou! Sto 6o vima omws tsup trww mia kolotumpa  kai vriskome polis sintoma sto terma tis san mia strumpoli xionompala -auts ! Tinazome kai prospathw to treximo gia na zestathw MAMA! kati vlepw skia ! LYKOS! wx panagia mou sinelthe dinamiki ginaika anases paranoas ! elafi? oxi oxi ...lagos, lagudaki  wxou to pws me koitaei! Ti psila pou pidaei to atimo ena metro kai den tu to xa o fovos epikindinos kavalieros sto dasos! Axamwnoume to ena to allo kai afu sineidhtopoia oti eimai megaliteri allazei prwto kateuthinsi! Pseutoperifana sinexizw gia na me vrei poli sintoma kufio edafos k flup vuliazw mexri tis gampes alla den mou arkuse auto ta kipriaka antanaklastika me prolavainun kai se deuterolepta vutaw kai ta xeria mesa etsi gia na min ktipisw XA! To vithismeno m kinito ktipa kapu trigirw se ritmus yellow submarine eutixws na les pou vgikan ta akustika alliws den tha mporusa na to vrw! Meta apo toso xioni stin muri koitazw urano sxedon vurkwmeni klaps klaps pote tha ftasw spiti kai exasthenimeni meta apo 2.5 wres antikrizw fwta stin korifi tis plagias. Plisiazw plirws htthmeni me tin ura sta skelia kai psaxnw kana dromo na odigei pros ta ekei panw nte ekei menw den xathika edw trigirw benny-hilliaza mpros pisw panw katw na pou tin vrika tin atimi Ithakiiiii! Zesto mpanio pinelopi o Odisseas den gennithike pote! 

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etsi

Den katalavaineis pws den fovame na ektethw
d fovame na fwnaxw simera se agapw kai se misw
analogws apo pia pleura tha koimithw.
Den katalavaineis, an den to pw tha trelathw
trello sinaisthima poy me ektoxeuei sto keno
me auto parea zw
pws na min trellathw?
Den katalavaineis pws i ipervoli
einai i pio pisti mou kolliti
den tin polisimpathw alla me kanei na gelw
Einai kai mia alli fantasia
exasrtisiogonos epikindini usia
Den katalavaineis alla einai poli aplo
otan exeis kollito ton paidiko su eauto
den antexeis na zeis se thorikto
trwgwntas igihno fagito
Den fovame na ektethw
auta mou irthan sto mialo
giati na min ta moirastw?

Bonne Nuit!

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θaλλassa

Thalassa apopse thelw na ginw

almira kai kimata na pinnw

katw apo to feggari

xrisoskoni rigmeni sto skotadi

Thalassa thelw na ginw

toixos na min me orizei

o anemos mono na me nanurizei

Kimata tha einai ta malia mou

glaroi ta dakria mou

Koxilia , oi skepseis, sfragismena

ston vitho moy xehasmena

Thalassa thelw apopse na ginw

eleutheria mono na pinw

apo sena na xefigw.

Thalassa tha ginw 

kathe vradi sta kimata na se svinw!

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MISO

Den yparxoun mises patrides

den yparxoun mises elpides

den yparxoun mises kardies

pou xemeinan se erhmies

den yparxei mish steria, mish thalassa, mish fwtia

den yparxei mish grothia

san nero na svinei na katrakila

Sikwse thn thalassa an tolmas

des pws einai na xedipsas

xerizwse thn kardia

niwse na kaigese apo fwtia

stathou sto ypsos mias grothias

mhn xehaseis pws einai na ponas

Giati,

den yparxei mish kardia
mish alitheia

mish fwtia

mish patrida 

mish leuteria

miso feggari

miso monopati

den yparxei to allo miso

mono to anameso

kai an misos niwtheis esy
einai pou den xwrizeis oti se misei.

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mpoympoyly8res

Poses fores sas exei tyxei na ktypate sto idio shmeio poy exete xanaktypjsei akoma kai an ayto exei thn mikrh epifaneia enos nyxiou! Mhpws h plhgh einai aytonomos kai kyriarxh dynamh poy askei panw sto swma sas exoysia antitheth sthn thelhsh sas? Ligo prin na threpsei mia plhgh h agwnia toy swmatos pws tha meinei xwris skopo xekina ena anelehto flert saghneyontas ton kyndyno, proskalwntas ena kainoyrio pono poy tha dwsei ena neo logo yparxhs, mias neas elpidas, ena neo kyndyno pros apofyghn me ena neo stoxo enos swmatos poy tha anapneei xwris ayton?
 Kapoia pragmata ponane poly perissotero apo alla kai kapoies symptwseis einai poly pio tragikes apo ena aplo komati pswmi me margarinh poy peftei panta apo thn antitheth pleyra. Kapote ena koyrema den einai arketo gia na diwxei oles tis skepseis apo to kefali,  kapote ena savatokiriako me kapsoytragoyda,  pitzamoxoyzoyrema kai sokolatotherapeia den arkei gia empneush enos paramythiou poy tha dikaiologei ta magnhtika fainomena poy diadramtizontai etsithelika kai diktatorika sthn psyxh. XOYNTA! Poy phge h eleutheria? Yparxei ekei apla gia na thn anazhtas kai oso thn plhsiazeis pio poly xemakrainei! Sklavoi mias axilleiu pternas poy metakineitai methodika kai aprovlepta. Den exeis epiloges mpoympoy, kolympa kai as mhn vlepeis steria h allh epilogh einai o patos, to xerw pws soy aresoyn oi mpoympoylythres alla einai epikyndhnes an tis xazeyeis gia pollh wra! To savvatokiriako teliwse, h ypoloiph zwh soy se perhmenei, poso antexeis na thn agnwas?
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Oria

Ta oria einai gia na ta xepernoyme! H' oxi? Poia arrwstimenh emmonh einai auti poy odhgei ton anthrwpo na thelei na xeperasei ta oria toy kai twn allwn apokalyptwntas tis antoxes toy idioy kai twn allwn? Einai anasfaleia h' aplh paranoia? Mporw na antexw, thelw omws? Kai an nai isws ayto na einai poio arrwstimeno apo ayton poy me dokimazei? An omws to arrwstimeno den arwstainei kanena pws dikaiologhte to vaptisma toy? Mhpws ta syptwmata toy emfanizontai poli arga apla kai  mexri tote den eisai kai toso normal g na katalaveis tin diafora?Apo tin allh kai thn pio normal zwh na kaneis mporeis eykola  na vretheis mia mera tiligmenos me ena leyko pani kai apo katw na min exei apotrixwtiko keri alla ena xapakwmeno swma! Anamesa se ola ayta h pisth ti rolo paizei? Oso kai to happy end se ena paramithi! Telika to symperasma poio einai giati sigxistika? Mallon sto thelw! Den tithete thema an antexeis h oxi alla an theleis na antexeis? Des ta lathh soy kai anarwthsoy...
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Mia fora...

Mia fora kai ena kairo stamathsan ta paramythia.
H mera stamathse na niktwnei k h nikta na ximerwnei. Oi dromoi gemisan me terata kai oi psixes skotadi.
O hlios tiflwne k h vroxi trypuse.  Ta lulludia gemisan agkathia k oi thalasses furtunes. H sanida tou nauagoy sapise kai to alexiptwto toy stratiwti den anoige.O astronautis emeine gia panta sto feggari kai h aliki vrethike ston adh. To vagoni ektroxiastike k to aeroplano olo epefte. Ta stomata den eixan milia kai h matia eikona. H kardia marantike kai o erwtas katadikasthke. Mia fora kai ena kairo stamatisan ta paramithia ta paidia den mporusan na koimithun k oi megaloi na dun alitheia.
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Xeskonismata

Perpatw sta leyka kellogs apolamvanwntas toys traganistous hxous pou afinw sto perasma mou...eimai edw, me u2 k red hot chilli peppers sta autia, kati apo ton efhviko moy eayto sta malia kai ena erwta sthn akrh twn vlefarwn mou -to mono pou leipei einai ligos aeras na skorpisei ta paidika oneira mou k h mirwdia ths venzinhs apo to efhviko moy mhxanaki thn kassandra. Kai omws shmera den moy leipei tipota oso k an exw synhthisei na mou leipei panta kati! Eimai edw kai aisthanome oti auton ton kradasmo katw apo ta podia mou auton ton hxo sta autia mou, auto to fterougisma sthn kardia mou authn thn anhsyxeia sto kefali mou kai thn agwnia sthn psyxh mou, pws ola ta exw euxhthei toso palia pou eixa xehasei pou ta ekripsa! Pws eprepe na gemisw ena olokliro mpaoulo me daneika oneira gia na anakalipsw pws kratousa to lathos kleidi. Pws to adeiasma htan meros ths diadikasias gia na anakalipsw thn palia mou skonismeni euxh. Swthria!

"To shmera einai to aurio pou euxhthikes xthes"

Kalo vradi Paraskeuhs!

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Poyles

Apopse thelw na milisw gia tin poyles moy, oxi aytes poy trww kai paxainw edw stin filandia alla tis agapimenes moy files se kypro kai ellada!
Giati apopse exw diathesh gia eyxaristeies! Xekiname loipon...
 Tis eyxaristw pou an kai makria einai dipla moy kai katafernoyn na me kanoyn na gelw mexri dakrywn, poy geloun me ta dika mou asteia akoma otan den einai toso... kai panta exoun mia ataka na prosthesoun. 
Tis euxaristw pou me anektikan ypomonetika ton teleytaio xrono, me perimazepsan, me filoxenhsan stin pio zesth toys gwnia kai me xastoykisan otan xreiasthke. Tis eyxaristw pou me afinoun na tis pernw voltes mexri na teliwsei h venzinh, tis eyxaristw poy m dixnoyn oti h gnwmh moy metra gia aytes kanwntas me na niwthw shmantikh. Tis eyxaristw pou pisteyan se mena otan egw den pisteya se kanena, poy den stamathsan na moy ypenthimizoyn ton kalo moy eayto kai moy me empneoyn na thelw na ginome kaliterh! Tis eyxaristw poy moy exoyn paraxwrisei mia gwnitsa sthn skepsh kai thn kardia toys, tis eyxaristw poy moy leipoyn ypentimizwntas moy thn diafora kai poso tyxerh exw yparxei! Kamia den moiazei me kamia kai kamia me mena kai giayto tis eyxaristw perisotero, alfavitika gia na eimai dikaih - eyxaristw anna, antria, demi, marianna, nik, pet, simona, fwtinula!
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a.n 0iξhs aφiξης ουκ,

Diasxizwntas thn polh, perpatwntas panw sto teleutaio xioni pou exei apomeinei mia mikrh 8lipsh sximatistike kai perpatise mazi mou psi8irizwntas mou to mistiko ths - pws fovatai to xioni pou xanete! Xamogelasa giati to eixa skeutei prwth! To xioni xanete ka8hmerina, svinei apo thn ka8hmerini diadromi mu, apo ton dromo mou , ton pisto ayto kavaliero sthn melwdia twn skepsewn mou kai den mporw na kanw tipota giayto giati etsi einai h fysh- etsi einai h zwh. Kai enw loipon o dromos mou fwnaze anoixh h 8lipsh pou perpatouse dipla mou fwnaze mhn feugeis ypenthimizwntas mou ola auta pou xe-feugun!
Kati tetoies stigmes ais8anome pws xoflw enw den xrwstw alla exw adiko giati einai 8ema antilipshs kai optikhs gwnias. Epistrefw apofasismenh spiti na epivlithw ths allaghs me ena psalidi kai mia vafh! O dromos eixe thn dikh tou istoria kapoios thn ekopse sto spiti me mpogia! To apotelesma den ti8ete fysika dimosieushs an kai exei plaka! Epomenws h fwtografia panw dexia einai plewn paraplanatikh! Oi goneis mou anyshxysan, oi files mou frikaran, stin duleia den sxoliasan kai egw apla to diaskedasa! Tryxes na exoyme na mas ekfrazun! Mexri na liwsei to xioni tha xun ola strwsei!
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atitlo

Kane oti kalitero mporeis me auta pou exeis...den exei simasia se pio ypoloipo stekese den exei shmasia pou pas, ti theleis, poious tha gnwriseis, poious tha agapiseis kai poius tha afiseis, den exei shmasia pou tha katalixeis, mono kane oti kalitero mporeis me auta pou exeis.

An stekese sto ypoloipo kane tou parea mexri na ginei olokliro, an girw su vlepeis mono skotadi aplwse to katw apo ton hlio, an milas kai akus mono siwph tragudise ths mexri na sou apanthsei, an exeis mia kenh agkalia gemise thn me oneira kai anamniseis, exeis ametrhta forese ths ta kalytera!

Grapse gramma sto apagoreuete, agaphse ton fovo, kalopiase ton pono, isoropise panw sthn telia kai des thn dikh sou magikh eutheia. 

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Ola leuka

Ola leuka

kamia skia, o ponos allaxe kardia

anapnew xwris to metrima pia

Zwgrafisa to miden mou sto feggari

kai to gyaliza ypomonetika to vradi

twra egine telia

h arxh ths ipoloiphs mou poreias.

Ola leuka kamia skia

glikeia monaxia

den fovame pou zw moni mou pia

fovame pou den tha mai dipla sou xana

na prosexeis na 'sai kala!

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Me koino to keno!

Ti psaxneis? rwtise.
Me enoxlei to zeugari pou kathetai dipla mou kai mila megalofwna epemvainontas stin skepsi mu me tin sizitisi tus, exontas thema ta pausipona, me enoxlei o pisw mou stis koiliomenes pou vrwmaei alkool, epemvainontas stin freskada tu malaktiku kai tu zestu mu mpaniu, me enoxlun ta kokkalakia mou pou kriwnun, epemvainontas stin zestasia pou anazitw, me enoxlei pou den mporw na aggizw ta malia mou giati foraw gantia kai ilektrizontai, epemvainontas stin eleutheria kinisis mou! Me enoxlei pou perpatw prosektika gia na min glistrisw enw viazome, epemvainontas stin eleutheria tu na min fovame! Me enoxlei pu simera exw neura logw twn skepsewn mu, epemvainontas stin eleutheria tis mi epilogis ! Me enoxlei otidipote mou thimizei oti eimai anthrwpos kai exw adinamies! Den tin paleueis gerontudi psithirizw ston eauto mou agorase mia sokolata sokolatoalkoola vale ta akustika su skase kai kolimpa!
Ti psaxneis? Ti psaxnun oloi? Eimai sto vagoni! Stamata... akuw kati pou thimizei opera alla den einai apla fantasiwnome pali, vlepw sto apenanti vagoni kati pappudes apo autus pou kathontai apla sto metro kai pigainoerxontai gia na gemizun tin kathimerinotita tus kai na apokta axia to 40eurw p exun dwsei gia tin karta diakinisis! Autos ekei me to kapelo kai tin petrol sarpa eimai siguri oti exei agorasei tin pio akrivi apo oles tis kartes me diakinisi epipedu 3 -helsinki vanta espoo KAI perixwra- gia megaliteres anazitiseis! Pou pane oloi autoi? ti anazitun apo tis zwes tus? Oloi moiazun me anazitites kai egw anamesa tus kai anamesa mu psixes makrines kai agapimenes... mia apo autes esi!10 xronia akrivws pappu se thimame sta teleutaia su na se exei gonatisei o karkinos kai na se pnigei to parapono xestomizwntas megalofwna tin frasi pou me trantaxe- ti tin ithela egw tin zwi? Emeina na se koitaw! Se poion apeuthinosun? Se auton pou erxotan na stin parei h' se auton pou stin edwse? H'perimenes apantisi apo kapoion apo emas sto dwmatio den ixera ti na apantisw- eniwsa oti eprepe na pw siggnwmi , emeina apla kai se epsaxna ma den se evlepa, evlepa mono ton karkino kai tin frikti tu opsi! Koitaxa olus tus allus sto dwmatio, kanenas den antedrase mallon kanenas den se evlepe! Meta apo dio vradia irthes kai me kamarwnes enw stoliza to dentro, krifokoitazes ...xarika pou to ekanes isun panta kirios nomizes pws den se eixa dei alla se eida, den fovithika- katalava...to epomeno prwi mou anakoinwsan oti eixes figei... simera deka xronia meta irthes episkepsi stin skepsi mou... Zise su fwnaze i psixi su sto B' pagkosmio, "Ξενή βούρα!! "se prostaxe, san antikrises to vuno me ta ptwmata! "Γιατί είμαι εγώ γέρος κόρη?", apantises stin kori su otan su eipe kateva apo to ampeli geros anthrwpos tha ktipiseis...Vlepw tus pappudes sto vagoni! Auto les na skeutuntai kai autoi? Auto tha skeutome kai egw? Ti psaxnume kai giati den to vriskume pappu?
H etuixeia ...kai poia einai auti diladi i eutixeia, ti einai poios tin dimiurgise? H etimologia tis lexis eu + tixi= kali tixi, kali tixi einai na exw 5 daktila sto kathe xeri, matia, autia kai podia pou na duleuun?Einai na exw, stegi, filus, oikogeneia? Enas anapiros, orfanos astegos, erimitis einai katadikasmenos stin mh eutixeia dld? Amfivallw! Arnume! Poio einai to metro autis kai poios to orizei? Mipws o kathenas orizei to diko tu metro? Tote giati iparxun lexeis opws metro kai sigrkisi? poios tis epinohse? Afu iparxun - ifistantai h'dihstantai?
 Zwi- thanatos- eutixeia -distixeia- agapi- misos- tixi- atixia ola iparxun - tautoxrona, parallila! Poios tis gennise poios tis anathrepse, me poia eikona tis vaftise kai epeita ekripse to prwtotipo? Exei simasia ti exw telika h' ti den exw? H' eimai to ipoloipo sto opoio akrovatw? Ti esti theos ti mh theos kai ti to anameso tus- mipws peri anamesu prokeite? Mipws eimaste oloi akrovates sto anameso tu ipoloipu me koino to mikro - megalo mas keno?
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